Life and life and life goes on....

Today is the last day of August
Yes National Day!

I was in the parking lot searching for parking with 2 of my buddies when people are counting down.
Come to think of it, I have a nice country...
Maybe just too much politics =/


My salary isn't bank in yet =(
Sigh, hasn't been a good week for me
but I am glad I have friends around.
Now I just hope I can get my pay faster and clear my debts!

Life is definitely getting interesting
Time is getting lesser and lesser
Hope I can manage my time wiser and better cause I really do sucks at it =(
Yet the clock ticks and ticks.....

Hope I can stop times...
That's why, I like Hiro Nakamura so much >.<

Anyhow,
These 2 weeks I have realized  quite some things about life
Learn to accept, learn to let go, learn to continue learning....
I seems relax yet I seems stressful, I don't know which I am now.

Anyway,
I am in the China Press paper today
Press here to see what is it about but it's in Chinese
Not really proud of it but I really do want to share out the information.
Was surprise someone actually sms-ed and asked if that's really me in the paper >.<
The reason why I ain't proud is that,
I still eat meat every now and then....
But sometimes, I really have not much choices
I try my best to eat vege when I can.......

V-Gen
You can search it up in facebook!
Or you can ask me actually about it....
100 vege meals in 3 months.....
Not really that hard =)

Of Glory or Disappointment?

Since earlier this year
The Shanghai Expo 2010 has been quite a topic

I myself wanted to pay a visit but couldn't afford it financially so I just browse through stuff about it online every now and then.....

Pavilions after Pavilions
I really felt good looking at those amazing work by different countries
Not all are amazing, but there are some really amazing ones.....
Even though I am a Malaysian, never have it came to my mind to search up my own country's Pavilion
I do came across links, I just never press them somehow
Don't ask me why, I just don't have the urge to do so =/

Anyhow, until recently I finally saw The Malaysia Pavilion for Shanghai World Expo in an article

Malaysia's Pavilion

From the looks of it, I don't see anything interesting actually...

The only thing that attracted my attention was the patterns on the roof...

Other than that, it just seems to be a giant Minangkabau house that look modern in term of colors and materials

Fine, it wasn't amazing....

Yet, when i read further.....

It is just a big "pasar malam" in the pavilion as well as a ridiculous mini golf course

Wonder how these represent our country 

Maybe I am outdated to be talking about such topic now

But was really sad to see the comments given... 

As a Malaysian..... 

It was just kinda disappointing to know more about the origin of the Pavilion itself

If you are interested, you can just see the comments here 

I don't really have much to say, just trying to share something that I think more Malaysian should know about

Fatigue Body, Active Mind

Haven had a day as such for a really long time

My body is really fatigue but I am actually glad

Being out since 0930 till 0130 and constantly driving from one place to another

I never thought I could endure it as I only slept for some rather short hours the night before

I met 3 different groups of friends today

Morning – Afternoon 1^st group

Afternoon – Evening 2^nd group

Evening – Midnight 3^rd group

I travelled around 200km today I think

Of course spent some money too

Get to know some new friends from each of the groups

It was really weird when everything happen together

Even after a long day

I choose to drive back going on a very unfamiliar path

Don’t really know what got into my mind at that moment

It was midnight and I just rely completely on instinct

After being talking and talking with various people for the whole day

Driving is the time where I am alone

Driving on a very unfamiliar road during midnight really made me think a lot

For the past 3 years, I will rush back to my hometown every weekend doesn’t matter how

For the past 3 weeks, I did not went back to my hometown

Not that I don’t miss anything there, but I am actually learning to let go

Trying not to be too persistent over certain things

Sometimes, doesn’t matter how much you want to hold onto something

You must learn adapt yourself to prepare for the time when you must let go of it

Life can be too short or too long depending on how you are spending your time

I want to feel that my life is short; I don’t want to feel like I have nothing to do even for a minute

 I don't know whats the most important thing in my life

What I wanted the most is a question I always ask myself

I do know what I am after, just not sure what is the supreme target

Maybe I know too much about reality 

不要再后悔了，能嗎？

躺著躺著，兩個小時就這樣馬馬虎虎的過了

原本想說早一些休息然后早一些能夠起身

結果事情往往不能照著自己所想的那樣

不管身體多么的累

頭腦還是像充滿電的電池那樣

從過去想到未來，從實際想到幻想

不管如何的說服自己

結果還是一樣，不能釋懷

想著想著，發現自己這一年里太多的不應該了

以前總是對自己說要讓自己如何不對往事后悔

不過如今不能入眠，還不是因為太多讓自己后悔的事而在煩惱？

當自己好好靜下來數一數，其實自己好像在明知故犯，豈不是更后悔了嗎？

如果真的能回到過去，

一個簡單的pose加上一句 “Hellelujah Chance”就能回去把自己想糾正的糾正起來

那該多好？

今年二十一歲

原本應該是向前望，見證自己邁向人生另一個階段的時刻

但是我卻害怕起來，對自己不夠坦誠結果造成了所謂的后悔

對自己的未來

更本就看不清

我，到底在做什么丫？

現在才發現，原來我最愛逞強

原來自己面對自己的時候總是逃避

原來自己真的真的那么的渺小。。。。。

總是那么多的道理對著別人說

到頭來自己都沒把自己說的放在心上

我就是那可悲的使者，永遠把力量放在錯的方向

好想就勇敢坦誠的面對自己的懦弱

好想不再有這一種不能入眠的時候

好想和自己瀟灑的說:“面對現實吧！”。

前腳走，后腳放

那么的簡單，卻那么的艱難

不要后悔了，可以嗎？

陳綺貞-會不會MV

Another song by Cheer....

This was actually a song from a few years back

Somehow I am sharing it because it just goes into my heart, just like some of her other songs...

這是一首很簡單的歌

但是我卻覺得是一首讓我很有感覺的歌......

簡簡單單的

這就是陳綺貞給我的印象

可能就是她的簡單讓她更能在我心目中特出

很多大牌和出名的歌手都沒能給到我這種感覺

唯有她的歌，我可以重復又重復的聽

優美的旋律與天使般的歌聲就是我對她的評語

這首歌為例

讓我感到平靜又心酸

演唱：陳綺貞

作曲：陳綺貞 詞：陳綺貞


離開你的視線
卸下我為你偽裝的容顏
紅的唇 白的臉 灰色的午夜

離開你的世界
讓情緒完完整整的渲洩
冷的心 熱的淚 空白的想念

我想今夜就這樣吧
就算孤獨也無所謂
也許有一天你開始後悔

會不會
會不會

Of Good Songs from Great Drama

It was just randomly that I go into my Japanese Drama folder the other day

Ended up I re-watched the drama all over again....

Somehow, I realized how much I like this drama....

Proposal Daisakusen（求婚大作戰) also known as Operation Love

A drama of love and friendships

Made me laughed yet teared.....

山下 智久 Yamashita Tomohisa and 長澤 まさみ Nagasawa Masami

They are such cute together xD

Anyway not only did I love the drama but also the original soundtracks of it
Here are 2 of my favorites



Chiisana koi no uta

小さな恋のうた

by Mongol 800 

明日晴れるかな

by 桑田佳祐


I couldn't understand both of these songs when I first heard them
but the melody as well as the rhythm just made my blood flew faster >.<
Hope you guys enjoy them =)

Hallelujah CHANCE!

寂寞

漫無目的的走著走著
好久都沒有這種毫無目標游走的感覺
心里就是空蕩蕩的，看到的，聽到的甚至聞到的都毫不在意

星期六的廣場特別的擁擠
走在人群中，卻看不到熟悉的
寂寞，往往就是一個人在人群中走著時找上了我。。。
自己的存在甚至被自己懷疑的時候，就是那般的寂寞。。。
因為自己深深的清楚，就算自己在人群堆中消失了也不會有人覺得。。。

可能是自己面對自己的時間太長了吧？
雖然有時樂在其中，但很多時候還是會寂寞難耐。。。
當被寂寞纏上時卻不知所措時
也唯有去習慣它，和它交了個朋友
以免它再來時讓自己又再次的慌。。。

人往往都是貪心的
明明不想太熱鬧，卻又不希望只和自己生活
太多事情需要兼顧時，往往就會什么都不理了
空閑時沒好好的過，忙碌時又去懷念空閑
過著過著，生活的重心也移動了。。。。

寂寞時就只想找個人陪。。。
好像好久沒有遇到知己而暢談。。。
就算萍水相逢也是好的吧？

Yet another semester

Have not update for awhile since i have really limited access to the internet
The semester have started and I am actually trying to make a lot of changes on my own
My life now is completely different with how i used to live and i guess it will continue this way

I used to have a lot of time and wasted them from time to time
Now, it seems really hard to squeeze my time out >.<
Not saying that I am utilizing my time very well,
but I have to say, it's really hard to change my own lifestyle
So basically i am still trying......

Working everyday is tiring
Not going back to my hometown on the weekend so often anymore
Maybe I am letting go of certain things in my life..
I just hope I won't become a quitter once more