Emo 之『生日篇』

這首歌，大家都應該很熟悉吧？
這么一個夜晚，當大家都在夢中
我，卻自己一個人發悶。。。。。。

最近我最只會鉆牛角尖
越鉆越深，每天就在胡思亂想中虛度。。。
睡不著，所以在聽歌。。。
聽著聽著，我開始emo了

突然覺得自己好悲
因為當播放器播到這首『祝我生日快樂』時，
我想不起今年，去年，甚至前年的生日有什么不同
因為，好幾年了我能夠清楚記得的就是我都會對自己唱這首歌
我都會帶著耳機，重復播放著這首歌，然后跟著唱給自己聽。。。

前陣子有一位朋友18歲生日
當我送上我的祝福后，她告訴我18歲生日很難忘
我愣住了一下，因為我忘了18歲生日那一天，我做過什么。。。
然而，我剛剛想起來了。。。
那一年，我收到很多簡訊。。。
我最好的一班朋友在度假，
其中兩位也發了簡訊給我。。。
當時的我，其實不以為意。。。。
因為從小，我都習慣了和家人過生日。。。
18歲那年，剛出來讀書，
自己一個人住，覺得自己過還蠻新鮮的，
因為對我來說生日是感恩母親的日子，我如何過更本無所謂
可是當時的我，卻不知道原來想不起自己生日怎么過是什么感覺。。。
現在回想，還好當時我有很疼學生的老師，
帶我和幾位很好的同學朋友與我慶生，讓我被問時還可以回答說我是和誰過生日的！

過后19歲生日，
我真的想不起了。。。
20歲剛好是周末，幾位朋友拿蛋糕到我家
幫我唱生日歌 =D

記得的，是每年在學院的幾位好友都會一起請我吃一餐 =）

21歲，大家都好像很過得隆重
我想，如果幾年后問我21歲生日做了什么
我只能答：“聽『祝我生日快樂』”
因為，那是每年都會做的。。。。
其實我不是埋怨什么
因為，從小到大我也從來沒為朋友什么的特別去慶祝
從來都是配合大家的計劃
唯一會自己計劃的，除非你是我女朋友
所以我不會期待什么的

其實我不知道我在EMO什么
就是聽歌聽到一半突然很想寫。。。
突然發現，從小到大我家有人生日時就是一個蛋糕
現在長大了，可能蛋糕也免了
我們家人好像都沒送過大家禮物。。。。
有時還真羨慕一些朋友和我說他們拿到什么的。。。
不過我還是明白父母的苦。。。
到最后只要他們健康就好啦～

雖然每年唱，
但是唱不到周杰倫的水準
更沒有溫嵐和我合唱。。。
不過生日嘛，還是要唱給自己聽啦。。。

我的生日過了很久
不知為何現在會寫關于生日的事
但是，祝即將生日或剛過生日的朋友們
生日快樂。。。

希望大家，都過著自己想要過的生日
記得，想媽媽說聲謝謝 =）

Did it again with Resident Evil

I did it again
I watched Resident Evil: Afterlife this afternoon all alone in 3D! lol

I wanted to just sit back and watch something that wouldn't need me to think much
Turn out, I made the right choice...
The actions and effects of Resident Evil: Afterlife was amazing in 3D
It kinda reminds me of The Matrix with all those slow-mo, just that it have a lousy story-line
It was a video game after all, so I couldn't expect much can't I?

Milla Jovovich as Alice kick ass and, she simply wouldn't get a scratch

Ali Larter isn't too bad either as Claire Redfield and somehow i just like her more xD

Wentworth Miller doesn't have much actions though =/

It was rather enjoyable to just sit back and watch water drops, bullets flying around you
Almost all the scenes have 3D effects and are very well done

Also, in case you don't know Mika Nakashima (中島 美嘉) 

made an appearance as herself as the 1st infected =D


It was a weird day actually
I never planned to watch this movie at all as I never watch the first three of its sequels
Luckily I read about what happened in the first three movies few months back
Anyhow, it turn out not bad to have a nice 3D movie once in awhile


Another thing was that I was asked to show my identity card when I bought my ticket 
I even answered 18 when I was asked about my age, lol
I get another one of those weird looks from the ticket seller when I said just one ticket =/

Airports

Just came back from KLIA
Fetched my buddy there together with his parent
This was his 3rd time leaving for Canada
Going on to his 3rd year for his degree

I always like visiting the airport
Somehow I just feel delightful
It is a place where people separate
It is also a place where people get together

There can be people hugging,
welcoming their fellow friends or family members
or
There can be people hugging,
bidding farewell to their love ones
Some with wide smiles
Others, with tears rolling down their cheeks

Airport can be a magical place
There are all kinds of people there
Kinds of races, nationalities, cultures, languages,ages, professions etc
Maybe that's what I like about it

I always imagine myself with a small luggage
Walking in style to the counter
Take my boarding pass
Go have a coffee
Meet peoples
Fly

Yes, just like George Clooney

in the movie "Up in the Air"
I just adore his life in that movie
Maybe that's why I enjoyed that movie a lot

Even those who work in an airport, serving people
That can be interesting for me too
Well, of course not like Tom Hanks in

"The Terminal"
But hey, that was a great movie too =D

I just like to keep changing environments
Doing new things
Meeting new peoples
There might be too much limitations now

Maybe because I didn't have that kind of lifestyle now
That's why I am looking toward it
Maybe it will be boring if you do the same thing over and over again after all
But, I really do like airports =)

Why don't you tell me what you think?